Wednesday, May 6, 2020
The Day My Father Was Diagnosed With Terminal Lung Cancer
May 21st 2004, the day my father was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, and was given 2 months to live. I still remember like it was yesterday when my mum came stumbling into my room pushing the door open like she was angry at me, when I came to the realisation that something wasnââ¬â¢t right I had to pretend like I was okay and strong enough to get my family through this chapter of our lives. ââ¬Å"You understand what your father has been going through latelyâ⬠cried mum. I shook my head, trying not to speak because if I did I knew it would end in tears. ââ¬Å"We have 2 months left with your fatherâ⬠these words barley made it out before her head caved into my lap in dread of what was to come. As I patted the back of her head my little brother whoâ⬠¦show more contentâ⬠¦Iââ¬â¢m hurting too, does she not know that? Itââ¬â¢s like she has left all of her responsibilities up to me, the cooking, the cleaning, being a role model for my brother. At night I hear sobbing through the walls and Iââ¬â¢m unable to comprehend why us, why my family. What have we done to deserve this? Did we deserve this, or was it just fate? A week after I started doing night shifts at the restaurant, I had been late to school every day, sleeping during the day and working at night. Iââ¬â¢m over worked and underpaid. Itââ¬â¢s amazing how they give awards at school for best attendance, but not for keeping your family off the street. Iââ¬â¢ve started to slowly forget what it is like having a ââ¬Ënormalââ¬â¢ life. Iââ¬â¢m 15 years old with the responsibilities of my 48 year old, ââ¬Ëso calledââ¬â¢ mother. Life was just falling downhill. It was a peaceful Sunday in the restaurant, nobody had come in for a while. It had just turned 12:30 and one of our regular customers had come in. I never really took noticed the person, he would always wear a hoodie that covered his face. He seemed so â⬠¦ mysterious. So I decided to make conversation, seeing as I was bored. Once I talked to him, everything in my world once again, changed. Jake McFallin, was like no other boy. He was a hopeless romantic, disguised in ragged bad boy look. We started talking, for hours on end. Hours turned into days, days turned into weeks
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